i’m in a bad mood and i want to whine about it but i don’t want to type about it

life

sorry not sorry

featheredfriend:

Me too! Whenever I see them go, I always say ‘goodbye’ to them and wish them luck.

Oh my God. I do this so, so much. I either get emotionally attached, or irrationally hateful of the cars around me on long road trips. When the drivers are good and polite, I’m like, yes friend hello oh we have passed each other again oh goodbye i will miss you but then !!!!!!!!!!!!!! an hour later, you’ve gotten off for dinner and a bathroom break, and when you get back on the road, you see them and you’re like, YAY YOU’RE BACK!! But when they’re awful drivers I just kind of drive as fast as I legally can until I am far away from them. 

Sorry for the story time, but my goodness

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THIS IS IT

THIS IS THE GIF TO DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL ALL THE TIME

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It’s just one of those nights where I’m thankful I no longer live in a single and I probably won’t live in a single for the foreseeable future (and won’t be alone enough when I’m at home for it to be much of an issue); and it’s also one of those nights where I’m just sitting here marveling at how much I bite back, how much I try to protect people from myself, because for some goddamn reason I think of myself as Godzilla. I will fuck your shit up. Or so I think. Am convinced. Anyway, this isn’t about any particular instance in the past few days, but jesus; how many times have I just ignored my issues for other peoples benefit? I’m not feeling sorry for myself right now, mostly I’m just baffled as to why I choose to do that instead of, like, not get taken advantage of/not get my own needs met. I’m not upset with anyone, I’m just like. Wow. Asking for things, and being honest about what we need, is really difficult, surprisingly. (Whodathunk.) 

I am just so glad I am not alone

staring at a white wall 

stuck in my head

like I’ve been every other time I’ve gotten to a certain low point, but to be honest with you, Internet, I’ve kind of surpassed my most recent record in “how low can ya go?” in depression limbo and am getting close to hitting what appears to be something quite akin to “rock bottom.” 

I want to vomit words 

thanks facebook

Marlena did my makeup naturally. I like how you can barely tell in this picture, but isn’t that kind of the point? 

Okay, so yesterday, I made a facebook status. About a lot of things. I guess there’s no harm in being honest here. Or if there is, hopefully, people will at least be able to separate my opinion from their opinion of me. I really don’t think the seniors are behaving like adults, I think that their outrage at their commencement speaker is a little, well, pathetic. At first I was on board with them, but the multiple petitions, the various dramatic facebook statuses about how this is “THE WORST DAY EVER,” et cetera, just really got on my nerves. And I responded a little poorly, I admit, because I made a status saying “you’re all actually pathetic,” and while I was being genuine, I was mostly annoyed with myself for the fact that I was even annoyed at all. Because let’s face it, if I’m getting butthurt over other peoples’ sadness and frustration—which is VALID, I mean their commencement speaker does admittedly suck—then I’m the one that’s truly pathetic. 

That wasn’t explicit in the status, though, because contrary to popular belief I don’t write my statuses for the masses, I write them for myself. 

Anyway, this douchenozzle from high school, who not only have I (a) actively disliked p much since I met him, but (b) dislike even more for the manner in which he broke up with one of my “close” friends, got butthurt over the fact that he thought I was calling him pathetic. Thus ensued a lengthy facebook whatchamacallit, in which I mostly just babble on and on about how irritated I am that he’d call me out on something this moronic. On something he’s not even at all invested in! Like, get over yourself boyfran’! 

I hate facebook drama, but I love facebook drama, and this is delicious. But I’m just sooooo irritated.